nervousness

Oh, god.
Why does everything have to happen all at once? In about twenty minutes I'll be on my way to soc to explain for them why I don't have any money and why I dropped out ion the middle of the semester without a proper reason.

And then, two hours later i have that damn jobinterview. And after that the accounting-meeting with Martina where she aint gonna give me ansvarsfrihet.

I don't think could get more nervous right now.

Oh, and yeah, Pete is coming back today!


(some hours later)

Pete is back. He doesn't smell like himself anymore, I don't really know why.

I've been to soc, and I have no idea why, but I said something so utterly stupid, I lied about my parents whereabouts, and apparently they're living in a three-room apartment in my world. I have no idea whatsoever why I told her that. Stupid stupid! OK, if I had said that they still lived in a big house out in the country she would have told me to move back there as quick as possible, and I really don't want to do that.

And then the jobinterview. I think I might get it, but it's certainly not enough, not at all. This means i have to get myself one more job, IF i get this one, notice.
I let that be a later problem.